[desmondquek]

Hi all,

Had sex with gf.

Blood was raging so didn't care much about risks prior to the act. Wah immense regret afterwards.

Insomnia for many days - spent countless hours reading threads here.

Learnt that condoms do not protect much against things like Herpes & HPV. Would not have went if I had known this earlier. FML.

Going for 4th gen test HIV after 1 mth and a comprehensive STD test as well.

Tried being stoical -- regarding everything as already preordained & necessary..

..but concepts cannot outweigh immediate feeling. How do you cope with the anxiety and stress during the long wait? Please advise.