Re: HIV
I understand the experience of terror and fear after a condom breaks. It's so unfortunate to me that moments of such pleasure and sensation can be accompanied by moments of such terror and panic when condom fails.
But the truth is, the chances of you acquiring HIV from one exposure as the top (insertive) partner are really quite slim. Even if she had transmittable or detectable levels of HIV, the chances of you getting it from this encounter are still less than 1%.
One point also for your consideration: Escorts, massage therapists, and sex workers are not known to have a greater risk of carrying HIV and STIs than non-sex workers. In some parts of the world sex workers may be less likely to transmit HIV and STIs due to the fact that they are being tested and screened more regularly than the non-sex worker population.
The only way you're going to know for certain is to get tested for HIV. But I can tell you that it seems very unlikely that you would acquire HIV from this one experience.
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