Bro Birdie, u mentioned about my upcoming 10 RTFs and start counting......
i have been thinking on this and hereby answer u partially
I am a bit frustrated due to An An's deleting my wechat.
She had sent me loving short messages when she reached Changi airport , Mainland airport and when she reached home and had then further reminded me to visit her soon.
I had agreed to visit her in Feb 2020, after Chinese New Year because she said that if i visit her earlier, she and her family members would be busy and no time to entertain me , also i have to payout lots of red packets. She was so considerate ......( for those who understand AA, am sure u will like her nature and character)
10 mins later after her last few messages when she reached home, she realized my FR of her disclosing the Raw issue and due to whatever her private agenda, she wechat called me and scolded me upside down. I was mad and before she could fully let off her steam , i off the phone. Since then , she never replied my messages and deleted my wechat a few days ago. But she didnt block me. She ever said that she would block customers if she had bad impressions of them. After deliberate considerations, its no point reconciling as the quality of relationship will be different. So i can only listen to Beatles song " Let it be " ......sigh.
Lol, we had agreed to make love outside at a private area open to sky which is of 10 mins driving distance from her home .....and now can never be materialized.
She is special to me and i feel a bit sad but its still ok to me. Frankly speaking, after Zhen Zhen and Xin Xin's incidents, i am quite immune already, though i still have not attained the power of Bro Omnia and Bro Max Priest's status of 不动如山 (as Still and Solid like a Mountain), lol.
One kind and sincere advice to Bro D69, let it be. Its really no big deal lah. If u realize your potential in your future achievment, its just an experience and its water under the bridge.
If can turn back the clock, i will not post that FR to test water. But what is done is undone. 遗憾 ! I didnt expect her to be in such a drastic emotional state ....probably affected her most tok kong Tirats and further fueled with salt and chili by her fans trying to spoil our relationship .....
Since this is the last posting of DP, i dont mind to share why AA allowed me to raw her . The following reasons were all come from her , not my presumptions and the reasons were shared over various sessions and i hereby summed them up :
1) She was grateful and sincerely appreciated my few FRs to assist her, though she already had good business then (1 long one and a few short ones on her). After i posted, i always informed her immediately.
According to her, this was the main reason of substantial weightage.
2) I was able to make her relax and feel comfortable and at ease. She said i had this special property that made me different from her other customers. In fact, Ex-Xin Xin had commented that when she met me in the 1st session, she already felt that as if we had known each other for quite sometime and she felt at ease with closeness. If u ask me what is that, i will say its chemistry and the way i speak and the use of mandarin. I speak mandarin since childhood and read large large numbers of Chinese books. When i graduated and worked at site, i was in good terms with the China construction workers. They often invited me to stay back to share their dinner.
3) I am not bad looking. Many many WLs had said so but i immediately sensed that those answers were commercialised, though their answers were not wrong, lol.
Only from 3 WLs i sensed the authenticity. Anqi (16W15, Nov 2015), Bai Yang (1606, July 2019 & i believe she is still around) and AA.
4) She said i could last long enough for her to experience the joy of sex.
I have a few more WLs to try but most likely not trying due to various reasons. They are yummy WLs recommended by senior bros , a few from 1669. One WL from 2062a Yue Yiow i am keen due to her face and body ......
Anyway, after FR from Feb 2018 till now, i have enjoyed tremendously and got what i needed, esp over the past 2 yrs. The acquaintance with An An and our shiok relationship & bonkings are what i never expect. BTW, she mentioned that she needed her man to be able to marry her and stay with her in China and ALSO with her family under the same roof. That was tough. Knowing my family condition, she said i will not be able to meet this criteria. But she still feels good that we can meet and share, till one day she has her real prince ......sigh.
I have cip a pretty WL a few times after she started work in Oct last month, a gem potential. Of course i have never mentioned her name in forum before and will never as i promised her. Sorry to Bro Apojaja.
BTW, i dont FR every WL i up. With the past shiok bonkings with many pretty girls, the bonkings with AA, the recent cips and the shiok grindings and gfe bonkings with wonderful Ruyi, i am totally satisfied and declared that i have met my GL objectives 100%.
Bro Dai Gor, Birdie, Turgid, D69, Apojaja, Omnia, Maxpriest,
Ejectjoy, Garfoo and others :
U guys are Great and take care ( i dont care whether u had secretly sabo me in any way & it does not matter, lol, i still like all of u guys)
I am not logging into the forum any more for good with immediate effect.
Whether i can quit successfully or not, i will not appear in forum anymore, lol.
I never expect that i would register in forum and write FRs spanning over 22 monrhs. It my great pleasure to be able to contribute in the Forum, though i also have my own selfish agenda.
Sorry to say that whatever the replies from who and what, i will not read and notice.
Anyway, i truly like u guys. The passionate support of Omnia, the advice from Maxpriest of my safety when i cip Apple, the care and sharings of Apojaja, Turgid and Garfoo, the cute cute lau ti ko Dai Gor ( how nice if we met and bonked at HC many yrs ago), the gd advice from D69, the Brohood of Birdie, esp in the same industry, the Great sharings from u guys and esp Ejoy pissed off me on Zhen Zhen and Ruyi (2018 May) issues, lol,
Hai Gump Sin !!