[junebaby]

I met up with Shirlyn and of all people, Jasmine together with Kate, during lunch time on Monday. It made me wonder since when did they become so close? It had been my assumption all along that Shirlyn would probably distance herself from Jasmine because of Mark. Apparently, this wasn't the case now.

My first experience with Nick was mind-blowing to say the least and I was kind of glad that I had been convinced to do it. Now the question was whether it was going to be a once-off thing, or would I want it to be a regular affair? After all, I really didn't spend much time getting to know Nick like I usually did with all my regular partners. To be fair, perhaps I was too horny for my own good and just jumped straight into bed with him. And it was a fantastic experience.

There was only a week or so left before the mid-week break for Chinese New Year. The ladies were preparing to go shopping for snacks and to draw money to pack the staff red packets after lunch.

I didn't know if I should ask, especially with the other two around, but my curiosity got the better of me.

Me: So how was it?

I really didn't expect her to be so forthcoming with the details.

S: Mike was great as usual. But Nick nearly murdered me.

Me: Oh?

S: He's really impressive. But I don't know why I agreed in the first place.

Me: You're horny? Haha.

S: Urgh. He's my junior staff. I'm technically his boss.

J: Not his direct supervisor though.

K: Are y'all talking about having sex with Nick?

S: Yeah.

K: I guess all the guys who join the company are really like this.

Me: Where's Nick now anyway?

J: Obviously with Rebecca. It's lunch time.

Me: It really happens everyday?

J: Yup. For some reason he finds it necessary to update me on his whereabouts.

Me: Haha. Maybe he's dropping you a hint.

K: He better not. I already have competition from Mark and sometimes Darren.

J: Haha! Don't worry babe, you know it's different for us.

S: Will you be seeing him again?

Me: I don't know. I'm honestly still recovering from Saturday.

S: He was that rough?

Me: No. It's not that. It's just his… intensity?

S: I think I get what you mean. He's looks so gentle but what's actually happening is totally different.

Me: Yeah. Expectations and reality.

J: Why do you make it sound so interesting?

Me: Let's just say it was totally unexpected.

J: Hmm. Maybe as his manager I really should have a taste too. Haha!

K: Even I'm getting somewhat curious.

I looked at Kate. She was petite, not as petite as Nat, but surely Nick's thickness would tear her apart. Then I remembered that she had only been exploring her heterosexuality orally. But yup, he'd probably tear her mouth apart.

Me: Does this mean our gatherings will resume?

J: Perhaps? Just without Alicia and Tom? I was thinking of having a gathering next Friday. 初三。

S: Friday? Count me out first. I have plans with the family.

Me: BBQ or hotpot?

J: Haven't decided. The weather hasn't been fantastic recently so I don't know how possible a BBQ will be. But I haven't tried to book the function room either, so might not be able to get it.

Me: Will Mark be there?

J: Yes? He's my partner.

Me: Oh. Then maybe count me out.

J: Surely you can't still be angry with him?

Me: I am.

J: You should be angry with me too then.

Me: I probably should. But you weren't the one who said those mean things to me.

J: Ah. Well.

Me: I can ask Mike if he wants to go without me.

J: You know what's going to happen if he comes right?

Me: Yeah.

J: I don't think he'll come if Tom isn't around though.

K: Yeah. Those two are so close now, one might mistake them for brothers.

J: So, I'll just have a gathering. You really should come though.

Me: I'll think about it.

I went back to the office after lunch to clear my emails as the rest of them headed to buy their CNY goodies.

The rest of the week passed by normally. Mike was still giving me the Rebecca packages without asking. I wondered why though. I knew he had already met Shirlyn, I guess he still had to meet Rebecca.

I avoided contacting Nick again though. While I did enjoy it, I wasn't sure if it was something I could do regularly. Perhaps that one meeting was memorable enough to last a long time.

I casually mentioned to Mike about the gathering after CNY that Jasmine was organising but he didn't really want to commit, expectedly asking if Tom would be there too. I didn't know so I couldn't answer.

Alicia and Tom did drop by after dinner on the weekend prior to CNY to chill, or rather, to return Mike's gaming buddy.

I chilled with Alicia on the sofa with bottles of soju.

A: I miss you.

Me: Erm.

I tried to change the topic.

Me: Are you going for the gathering on Friday?

A: Jasmine's place?

Me: Yeah.

A: I guess so, if I'm free.

Me: You're ok with going?

A: Why not? I'm still friends with them. And I stay in the next block.

Me: Oh. I guess I'm the childish one then.

A: Haha. You're still hung up over what Mark said?

Me: Yeah.

A: Do you want to sleep with my boyfriend? Hahaha.

Me: Funny.

A: I'm really ok with it. If you want to.

Me: I do. But I also want you to have a proper relationship.

A: What makes you think I'm not sleeping with anyone else?

Me: Are you?

A: There's only one other person I want to have sex with.

Suddenly she cupped my face and planted her lips on mine.

Me: Hey…

A: Let's have Tom together?

I pushed her away gently.

Me: No. I'm not going to make use of him like that. Neither should you.

A: Then I'm just going to have you.

Alicia pushed me onto the sofa and pinned me down. I considered calling out for help, but Mike and Tom would most likely ignore me. Besides, it had indeed been awhile since I was with Alicia. Despite my previous reservations about girl-on-girl action, I think I'd been exposed to it way too often for my liking, especially the first time with April. I sighed.

Me: Do you want to move to the room?

Alicia suddenly stopped and looked at me, as if she was taken aback by my reaction.

A: And I thought I was the only bisexual here.

Me: Let's just say I'm ok if it's with you.

Alicia practically dragged me by the hand to the room, drawing perplexed glances from Mike and Tom as we passed by the computer room.

Alicia hurriedly undressed me and removed her own clothes.

Me: Erm. I haven't shaved or waxed since last week.

A: Oh? More friction then.

We lay on the bed and kissed each other. There was something really different about kissing a girl. I wondered if I didn't enjoy cock so much, would I have actually become a lesbian? It was really hard to say. I guess if I never met Mike, I might have just been single and probably into girls.

Alicia caressed my breasts gently before taking a nipple into her mouth. I moaned softly, remembering how Nick had suckled me just one weekend ago. As her hand slid between my legs, massaging my labia, spreading it and slipping a finger in, I imagined Nick's thick cock stretching me.

She went to the bedside drawer and took out a clone, rubbing it on my clit.

A: I wonder whose this is.

She turned on the vibration and slid it in, fucking me slowly. From the shape of it, I guessed it probably was Tom's. She left it inside me and grabbed the other clone, Mike's, and held it against my clit.

For a second there, I thought she was going to double penetrate me, but instead, she slid Mike's clone into herself instead.

A: Ah. This definitely isn't Tom!

She lay next to me and kissed me, continuing to thrust Tom's clone in and out of me as she kept Mike inside her. What in the world was she trying to do? It was by pure chance she had grabbed Tom's clone to use on me, but she knew how much I missed having sex with him. Was she trying to replicate the experience? Unfortunately there was no chance of that happening as nothing beats a real cock. And with Mike inside her, was she subconsciously signalling to me she wanted to get fucked by Mike? I had expected some scissoring to happen, especially after she mentioned the extra friction from my unshaven pussy, but she seemed quite content to fuck me with Tom while kissing me.

Having a familiar fake cock inside me after so long, I found myself craving for the real thing. And it was like Alicia could read my mind.

A: Don't you wish it was Tom inside you right now?

Me: Yes.

She thrust harder.

A: Say you want it.

I bit my lip.

Me: No.

She kissed my neck, running her tongue down towards my breasts.

A: Say it.

Me: Alicia, don't force me please.

A: I want Mike.

Me: Erm.

A: It's ok. I want you.

She removed the clones and tossed them aside, lifted my leg onto her shoulder and pressed herself against me, starting to grind against me slowly. I wondered how much more friction my unshaven pussy could provide. It was also at times like this that I was considering getting a double-ended dildo or something. Then again, how often would I be with Alicia anyway?

She scissored me for around 5 minutes. I could feel her trembling. And yup, I still preferred a cock pounding me. But Alicia was satisfied and she lay down next to me happily, kissing me tenderly while playing with my boobs.

A: Why do I get the feeling you don't really enjoy this as much as I do?

Me: I like cocks inside me.

A: So do I.

Me: I really miss Tom.

A: I know. And I know you want us to be normal. And we're trying.

Me: That's good.

A: So no new cocks in your life?

Me: There is. Or was.

I told her about Nick.

A: Oh wow. He sounds like a perfect FWB. Gets the job done quickly. Haha.

Me: Yeah. I guess. Don't think it's for me though. I can't handle it anymore.

A: What about EoS? I thought you're still bugging him?

Me: I haven't actually. He's on reservist so he didn't really reply.

A: Huh. So old still have reservist?

Me: He volunteered or something.

A: Crazy.

Suddenly she took my phone from the bedside table and took a selfie.

Me: Oi!

A: Where's his number?

Me: I usually use Telegram if sending pics.

A: You know Whatsapp can send disappearing pics too right?

Me: Well…

She opened Whatsapp and found the chat, then sent the pic to him.

A: Let's see if he'll reply. Haha.

It was barely a few minutes later that he replied.

E: Nice.

Alicia typed a reply.

A: Wanna join us?

E: Nah. Have fun.

A: How boring.

E: I am boring.

She put down the phone.

A: Unbelievable.

Me: Haha. He's like that.

She started kissing me again. I didn't try to stop her.

Me: Won't Tom get jealous?

A: He won't. He knows I like you.

Me: Right.

A: I'm actually very happy now. Happier than when I thought I had a chance with Mark.

Me: That's nice.

A: Now that I think about it, he's actually not such a nice guy after all.

Me: You were really young when you met him. Do you think he's changed?

A: He hasn't. That's the problem. He's still living for others and not himself. And the rest of us are just collateral of his decisions.

Me: Right.

A: I don't think he'll ever change. Even if he gets married to Jasmine. Because I don't think she will change either.

Me: What about you?

A: What about me?

Me: Have you changed?

A: I think so. I'm happier now. Satisfied with what I have. Although my boyfriend is still married. Haha.

Me: Do you think you'll be with Tom officially if he gets divorced?

A: As long as he treats me right, yes. We don't even need to get married.

Me: Good. Then stop offering him to me.

A: Hahaha. You're my partner too. What's mine is yours.

Me: Funny.

A: Ok fine. Tom's all mine. You'll never get him back.

Me: That's better.

We kissed again, only to be interrupted by a knock on the door.

M: We're going for supper. Wanna join us?

Me: Not really hungry.

A: Can tapau something back for me?

M: Sure.

T: Prata?

A: You know what I eat. Thanks babe!

We started kissing again and only stopped when her supper arrived.

They left soon after and I went to sleep while Mike continued gaming.

I suppose I could learn to live with only Mike and Alicia in my sex life.