Thank you all for your kind replies.
I will definitely check out Private Dancer as recommended. Is it available as an e-book?
I just had a 2-hour long conversation with her on MSN. She's got a PC at home but apparently they all use this "top-up" scheme where you need to top up credits in order to use the internet, so she specially walked to an internet cafe to talk to me. By the way I've been to her place and she's got this huge-ass LCD flat screen TV (32 inch or something) that dwarfs the one I have in my own room, and her laptop is a Sony Vaio. By golly she's probably more well off than I am in absolute terms.
I asked her everything, and she told me everything. Assuming she isn't lying, these are some of the confessions she made to me.
- She likes me and really appreciated the fact that I didn't try to fuck her when she stayed over. Twice.
- All girls in her club are sworn by secrecy on their relationship status, so even if a girl has a boyfriend she is banned from telling the truth. Well she claims herself that she doesn't have one, ironically.
- All girls in her club do not sleep with their customers. She's only slept with this Australian-Chinese guy who was initially her customer but became "serious" about her and fucked her afterwords then left without a trace. She's still very hurt by what he did to her. Silly girl.
- I spoke to her about her job. Her curt reply was "I know. It is not easy, but I cannot choose." She also said that she can plan all she wants in the long term (to quit her job after she gets her house), but "you don't know the future."
What really attracts me to this girl is her honesty and demaenour. I mean, I can hold a perfect conversation with her in English, she's very attuned to world developments (she even knew about Mas Selamat's escape) and carries herself extremely well (Marc Jacobs handbag, DKNY watch; you know the drill). Best part is, she's very self-sufficient and has never demanded for anything for the sake of it. You all know how it works in G-Clubs - the more drinks you buy, the more she earns. In the 5 days I was there she didn't order a single drink; just modestly from my bottle. I also "tested" her by suggesting that I should buy her something expensive before I leave (like a watch or something) but she just smiled and shook her head - my guess is she can probably afford it herself. I didn't have to spend much on her besides just meals (the man has to pay out of politeness) and she even paid for my ice cafe latte at Starbucks. And yes, she came to meet me at 2pm in the day to go shopping (at Siam Square) and I was only picking up my own stuff, not hers.
Am I just trying to convince myself that she's "special"?