[newman11]

i ever try going to clean TN and go for regular local girl.. for a period testing my determination for clean TN, we chat abt most things. life experience..country travelling for jobs or personal.. and occionally personal sex experience or problem..

After sometime enjoying her clean service, lunch/dinner, outing, we had feelings for each other and enjoy fencing.. feeling each other's body.. making love.. etc..

First time i my life to enjoy making love with a lady and my brother stands for at least an hour and try out all position that i can recall from the xxx movie..

When to Hotel 81.. and can have three or four shots that night.. on bed & the bathroom..

But too bad.. she is older than me quite a bit.. and got another protential BF who is the boss of a company..

In short.. is just a part of life.. can just come & go very fast.. unless proceed to next stage... "Marry her"...