TS: i know how u are suffering from within, i too have encounter this kind of 'mixture' b4. it is a one party must suffer kind of thing. and it is nv wrong to have feelings for others, but wat goes wrong here is (normally the case, small head take over big head role) male are generally attracted to girls, unless homo, then different case.
but in ur case, the only thing i feel abt all this is the internal struggling. TS does not feel good abt it. least, i believe all human have a kind heart. maybe instead of cursing at him or anything, treat this as a fiction story if it helps to lessen your unhappiness in the end and believe, there is no happy ending for all tales.
but TS, good story. hope to hear more from u.
