Originally Posted by SEAJ
Yes, BBS gals' life can be very rough and raw, no doubt about it.
And if you guys wouldn't mind, I'd like to C+P a couple posts I wrote on another forum about a BBS girl I truly found inspirational and TOTALLY AWESOME - Xiao Xiao.
I got to know her well and really cared about her/had quite a long lasting relationship with; a REAL trooper who was always honest with me - and a 100% performer ever so nice to me at all times. And certainly NOT one of your lazy post 90's generation! I really miss her and wish her the best.
And yes, I think and really wish that she's out of the trade now.
But I don't put too much hope in that.
it’s JUST the old Pimp and gal story.
Only this time a lot worse ...about Xiao Xiao.
This gal had originally been just a factory worker, got wined and dined as usual by the pimp and fell totally and madly in love with him. The worst part is that this bum was also a heavy duty drug addict, and so he turfed her out to work at a Longang BBS for RMB 100. YES RMB 100 per pop, with her keeping just RMB 70, whilst the mommie kept the 30.
He even taught her all the WG skills and she really is one of the best blowers I've had - all the PSE action and everything – ALL from the BF’s coaching. And something else - she had at first refused to even come close to my balls every time she was giving me a Blow job and eventually, after much prodding, she told me that her BF had instructed her that she can do everything and anything to satisfy her clients but to "reserve" that act only for him. And amazingly, she had obeyed this ridiculous instruction strictly until I became close to her
Anyway, this gal loves this bum so badly that she would a lot of time just rush back home after doing a client and give him her RMB 70, just so that he can get his "Sniff" right away before going back to work.
Well, he got caught and was sent to jail. And can you believe it?? Even when he was in jail, he had some kind of Svengali hold over her and she went to CP to work AND saved all her money to 1. Pay the bribe to see him in jail (and here I THINK the BF was in cahoots with the Jail guard and would split the supposed "bribe" she paid) 2. Give money to him when she does see him. 3. Save money to build up an amount that they could use to be together when he gets out. And all along, she would hardly spend a dime on herself – not even to eat!
I remember how painfully skinny she was!
That's because she would hardly EVER go out to eat by herself, preferring to instead wait for her clients to treat her for food or snacks and she saving her money. I asked her what happens if the client does NOT treat her to something to eat and she was really hungry, and she replied me that she would then be forced (Yes, she used the word "forced") to go and eat at a MaaLaaTaang stand but that she would limit herself to RMB 4 there. Pitiful, really pitiful!
Lately, the BF got out of jail and she went off to be with him with me wishing her all the luck that she truly deserves. I've respected her wishes for me NOT to call her - She's got my phone number still and she's promised me that if she was going to go back into the business that I would be the first one she would call.
And up to now, I've NOT received her phone. Thank God.... I think!
Good luck and my best wishes to you Xiao Xiao!
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OK. Time for ME to go back and reminisce about Xiao Xiao.
That gal who sold herself for her useless drug-addict BF (PIMP!) even though he was already languishing in jail.
Xiao2's stoic and dignified willingness to pursue life in the tenuous and dangerous world that paid sex is, just tugs at my heart-strings. No, not grit or determination and conversely not just resigning herself to fate, but her cheerful and naive willingness to sacrifice herself for that worthless manifestation of what a human being could degrade themselves to, truly speaks volumes about the kind of person she is.
Like I said, I would have been truly honored if she, or anybody else for that matter, could love me as unconditionally as she does her BF. And to a certain extent, it does reveal the basic generous / self sacrificing nature of Chinese women-folk.
SEAJ
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