Re: Love-Hate-Betrayal-Regret
They ran from the playground all the way to Jane's house, a two-storey terrace in an adjacent lane.
Panting, Alex let go of her hand.
A: Who was that?
J: I don't know. Police maybe?
A: Lucky we ran. I don't know how to explain this.
J: Just say we were too horny.
A: I think its a criminal offence right?
J: I don't know.
A: Then we're lucky. Anyway its late. You should be in bed.
J: Do you want to come up and finish what we started?
A: I would rather not. I'm already feeling guilty.
J: No one has to know about this.
A: I don't feel good that you're the one doing everything.
J: Then you can do things to me too.
A: Jane, I hate to admit this, but I'm a virgin.
J: So? I'm one too.
A: Err? But the way you sucked me...
J: Just because I don't let boys go all the way doesn't mean we don't do other stuff.
A: I don't feel good.
J: You mean my blowjobs are that lousy?
A: I wouldn't know. Never had one.
J: Idiot!
She playfully punched his shoulder.
J: So do you want to continue?
A: Could we not? I'm with Grace now. I really shouldn't be doing this.
Jane looked at him, her face awash with a sad expression. She took his hand.
J: Are you saying that you don't like me?
She placed his hand on her chest. He did not resist.
J: You don't want to touch this?
She took his other hand and placed it between her legs.
J: You don't want this either?
A: Errr...
J: Let's have a crazy night. We'll lose our virginity to each other.
A: That certainly sounds crazy.
J: I want you so badly.
A: Why? I haven't done anything to make you want me.
J: I don't know. I can't explain my feelings.
A: Maybe you are just horny?
Jane's thoughts flashed back to the staircase encounter with Ben. Was it really just her raging hormones? She certainly was horny when Ben fingered her. And she willingly sucked him to completion.
Suddenly she felt a little embarrassed.
J: I'm sorry.
She began to tear.
Alex cupped her face and wiped of her tears with his thumbs. He leaned forward and kissed her forehead.
A: Its ok. This is just the wrong timing. You're an attractive girl. Any other day, I would have jumped at the chance to be with you.
Jane nodded.
A: Now go sleep. I'll be heading home now.
He watched as she entered the house, before heading back to the playground where his bicycle was. Hopefully it was still there.
But damn, it would be hard cycling home with an erection.
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