[allidoispvm]

after seeing all these advice, i think it is very clear... you have to pull yourself out of this **** hole asap.

Reasons being:

1) By maintaining status quo, you are losing out on so much more(you can meet better guys out there and have a legit r/s...)

2) You are not getting younger... Think for your parents if not for yourself, when you want to play around until? Until you are in your 40/50s and die forever alone?

3) Why are you doing this for? (If it is for the sex then link to point 1 and 2... you can still get it in a real r/s and not be used like now)

All in all, sis, you have to stop this toxic relationship, for your own good... i know you can do it