If u seriously feels that you sort of stop being a human due to the fact that you have not had sex with a woman yet. There are only two reasons i can think of that explains this phenomenon.
Either you are still in puberty stage and have raging hormones within ur body. So u needed sex to curb this hormones from running wild. In this case, you can be forgiven n should probably DIY more and stop watching porn etc. And focus more on self improvement. The women and sex part will comes eventually.
The 2nd case i could think of assuming u are an adult is that you are mentally challenged or of low IQ and most likely a low achiever in life. If that is so all i can say is good luck to you. Coz i find communicating ppl with low IQ beyond my capability. Their thinking n mindset is of a different level.
Just remember this, a woman is also a human being like u n me. Not just an object to satisfied ur lust.
